At Straw’s End
i wish you could see what i see in my eyes. this fury, these hatred and these terrible lies. i do not hate you but i certainly do not like you, for treating me this way and for mistreating a friend.
the things you say are just inappropriate and sharp for the heart, i wish i could jump off a cliff whenever i hear your words shout. in my head it will always be bothered, bothered by things you say because i am the nobody of your life.
I WANT TO SCREAM AT YOU! so so much you have no idea. until you are ready to listen, i wont speak. i will shut up. there is just too much to take in..
there was a time when i loved you,
when i cared for you,
when i missed you.
and i miss that part of you.
Stairway To Haven 